December 29, 2009

Igauan Tsunami


Nothing to do today, just rilex at home, mc for two days - today and tomorrow..give me more times to rest. Just read Berita Harian today about 'tsunami'..hmm I'm still remember during that time, we were at Colmar Tropicale, Bukit Tinggi, Pahang..year end vacation..luckily there's nothing happened at Bukit Tinggi.

..."SEMALAM, genap lima tahun tsunami melanda, tragedi menggemparkan seluruh dunia yang dianggap ramai sebagai 'kiamat' kecil memusnahkan bangunan dan mengorbankan ratusan ribu nyawa.

Kesannya dianggap seperti `terkena bom nuklear' kerana kekuatan gempa bumi 9.15 magnitud yang menggegarkan Sumatera dan lingkaran Lautan Hindi itu menyamai 1,500 butir bom atom yang menghancurkan Hiroshima pada Perang Dunia Kedua.

Anggaran 226,000 nyawa di 13 negara Asia dan Afrika melayang angkara hempasan ombak besar, termasuk di Pulau Pinang, Kedah, Perlis, Selangor dan Perak yang dilapor menyebabkan negara kerugian RM100 juta dan mengorbankan 68 nyawa..."

December 27, 2009

sedar tak sedar..

Hmmm...sedar tak sedar..rupanya dah lama tk update blog ni...bukannya apa, terasa malas la pulak nak ngadap laptop pagi petang siang malam...badan ni haa...dh tk tahan duduk lama2..sakit belakang Tuhan jer yg mengetahui..sekarang ni semuanya dah terasa sakit..jalan pun bukan setakat macam pingu lagi, lebih dr tu..nk angkat kaki pun utk melangkah pun terasa urat2 sengal dan tegang, terpaksa pegang dinding..hmmmm siksanya hidupku ketika ini..apa2pun kena tabah menghadapi dugaan ini demi baby twin yg bakal lahir pd 10.02.2010 ini...insyaAllah!
This week dah cecah 34 weeks, hmmm..harap2 dpt bertahan at least hingga 36 weeks, another 2 weeks to go...harap2 ok. All preparation has been made. Pack brg to hospital pun dah, baju baby pun dah basuh, settle everything, hanya tunggu masa dan ketika sahaja..
Cuma ada visi kerja jer yg tk settle2...hehe...manual ku tk siap2..habislah!...rasa mau bersalin skrg pun ada, sbb manual tk siap2..cam no tu..sapa yg nk tolong buat, boss sure pening kepala, tk capai target..adussss...this week, kena kuatkan semangat buat jugak assignment yg tk siap2 tu, at least bercuti dgn berhemah..hmmm..semua manual yg dpt byk la tu, tebal2 betul..Trade Finance jer, ada 12 products nak cover as compared to others yg kena buat manual yg tk mcm ni, Credit Admin pun kena buat by unit, ada 7 unit semuanya, so bayangkanlah...satu lagi manual on GL, ini memang manual sensasi, bukannya apa, tk de input la pulak, owner tk dpt bg byk info, kena usaha sendiri, so apa mau letak content nyer..
At home, Mukhriz and Nazim macam biasa saja, alhamdulillah diorg dah besar, dah boleh independent sendiri,,,dah boleh suruh..tk la rasa teruk sgt, mainan pun dah pandai kemas balik lepas main, my hubby pulak very supportive..hehehe..dia la sura rumah waktu cuti, byk kerja rumah yg dia settlekan...
So now, I spend much times just doing nothing..relaxing..not much work to do, I'm getting weak right now..rest is the best way right now..no pressure...just thinking good things..tawakal n berdoa..moga2 semuanya berjalan lancar, insyaAllah..

December 3, 2009

KPI

Pagi tadi another email received..yg berdengup jantung..hmmm from HR, submission of KPI, or performance appraisal...apa mau tulih...sah2 this year my appraisal is not good compare to others...ye lah,asyik cuti and mc..dah la tk byk participate in the project..org lain ke hulu ke hilir, buat manual, UAT, training, and so on..I just stay at my place, doing nothing...for sure bonus pun ciput jer nanti...lantak lah, malaih nak fikir..yg penting skrg, aku tk tertekan pasal kerja cm org lain...baby selamat lahir, sempurna, dipermudahkan segalanya, itu yg penting...

Hari ni, diorg sibuk dgn training, ada yg ke Head Office kena ngajar, , 2 org dh berlepas ke KT, outstation kena ngajar..just me at this office...kena jaga opis la pulak. aku terselamat drpd outstation..kekadang boring gaks..don;t know what to do, teman utk berborak pun tak dak...byk pasal project yg aku lost..tp buat cm no, aku memang dikecualikan dr semua itu, hanya buat kerja biasa2 jer..kononnya bagi peluang utk aku berehat,...hmmm...best gak, tp miss experience and knowledge la pulak..Nampaknya lepas bersalin nanti, habis2habisan lah aku kena kerah..hehe...

December 2, 2009

My Assignment

When I opened my inbox, first email I saw was from my boss, requested me to update assignment status. Of course, during this stage, my mind is going everywhere, I can't focus and concerntrate to office work. Much thinking on checkup, labor matters and so on. Not really focus on work related issues. But then, I understand the situation at office right now, bcoz the project is now at end stage. My collegeus are very busy developing manuals,training material, handle training, going for outstation and so on. What to do, I can't support much on this. I'm getting weak right now. Alhamdulillah, my boss understand me, but then I still must complete my task also. There 3 major manuals that need to be completed, Trade Finance, Credit Admin and GL manuals. Until now, all are not completed yet.. ohhh noo....!help me!